I know I identify myself by work and define my goals based on career. I know I can do it. I know I have a vision that most people I know don't and I'm helping improve lives by sharing that vision. I like what I do. I even welcome the challenges it brings.
Yet I doubt myself.
I wonder if the price I'm paying, the toll of long distance travels, the sleepless nights, the strain on my body, the agony in my heart, the longing to feel my kids in my arms, is worth it.
I can identify myself outside of work.
I can be a stay at home mom.
I can study and run during the day if m is at daycare, hopefully part time, and cook and bake in the afternoon.
I wonder if it would be feasible to keep the house though. I won't have the budget for my MBA. We won't be able to afford many classes for the kids.
I just want to be home.
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