After work I sometimes find myself continuing with the thoughts of the work. Revisiting the events of the day. What I sent in an email. What I said in a conversation. ...
I feel these revisits are more to my detriment with a nagging noise within who criticizes me. I don't like this voice. Yet it is there.
Today's, after one of these revisiting episodes, I realized one critic stood out: that I had assigned one task to a member of my team. But this doesn't deserve a critic, does it? That task was new. Still, not critic-worthy, right? But I did it with a bit of contempt, because I wanted him to know who the boss was and also to show him he didn't know as much. Bingo!
Going forward, I will stop before saying, I'll pause before sending, I'll make sure what I'll end my day with is smile-worthy.; that I'll feel content afterwards.
I'll do my best. Not more. Not less.
I'll make mistakes but I know I will try my best not to.
Yaa Sattar Huuuuu